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Name: Alex
Birthday: 7/7/1989
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Thursday, December 27, 2007

Damn it.

It was awhile ago. I don't know when I noticed it, but recently somethings been eating at me slowly. I didn't even notice it there at first. This may not end very well... I miss them, But I may never hear from them again. I may never see them again. If I do will it be them? Will I be me? Ive realized that Ive lost half of my best friends, for no reason. and half of what I have left blames herself. I've just been so tired. The best days of my life sucked. Its hard remembering the good times like this. It never hurts to try I guess.


Friday, December 14, 2007

I'm back.

Its been so long now. I could definitely use a place like this to put my personal things, so I'm back. The only thing different is that I now make an effort at typing.

Today was a great day, I went to a concert and Kaori played amazingly. Afterwards we had a bit of personal time -Wink wink-

Thats all for today. Peace.


Thursday, November 09, 2006

depressed and opressed...what now? i forgot what it was like to be alone. i never thought it to be that bad theat feeling i misstook everyday for the normal feeling. then i met you and the emptyness i never knew was there went away. now that it back i realize... it hurts.


Friday, November 03, 2006


Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion||||||||||36%
Stability||||||||||||||||63%
Orderliness||||||||||36%
Accommodation||||||||||||||||63%
Interdependence||||||||||36%
Intellectual||||||||||||||56%
Mystical||||||||||||||||63%
Artistic||||||||||||||||70%
Religious||10%
Hedonism||||16%
Materialism||10%
Narcissism||||||30%
Adventurousness||||||||||||||||70%
Work ethic||||||||||||||||||76%
Self absorbed||||||||||36%
Conflict seeking||||||||||||||56%
Need to dominate||||||30%
Romantic||||||||||||||||70%
Avoidant||||||||||||||56%
Anti-authority||||||30%
Wealth||||||30%
Dependency||||||||||||||||63%
Change averse||||||||||||||||||76%
Cautiousness||||||||||||||||||76%
Individuality||||||||||||||||63%
Sexuality||||||30%
Peter pan complex||||||||||||||56%
Physical security||||||||||||||56%
Physical Fitness||||||||||||50%
Histrionic||||||||||||||||||76%
Paranoia||||||||||||||||||76%
Vanity||||||||||36%
Hypersensitivity||||||||||||43%
Female cliche||||||30%
 
<p>Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
 
<p>Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
 
<p>Extraversion results were moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.
 
<p>trait snapshot:
<p>secretive, reclusive, messy, disorganized, introverted, unassertive, rarely worries, dislikes large parties, does not like to fit in, does not need to control others, solitary, ambivalent about chaos, tough, leisurely, does not respect authority, not aggressive, observer, abstract, impractical, dislikes leadership, daydreamer, bizarre, does not make friends easily, not a perfectionist, suspicious, rarely irritated, strong physical instincts, unsympathetic at times, risk taker, submissive, weird, sarcastic, strange



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